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I said "snapes."
He laughed and asked me to repeat. 
I say it again knowing his laughter was surely to increase. 
The word I couldn't pronounce,
But he loved to hear. 
I remember clear, my iPhone so hot that night from endless hours of conversation. 
Fell asleep on the phone after already talking for 3 hours.
Heat, like the Sahara desert.
The heat that consumed my body when I realized the hurt. 
He's there. Always there.
Not physically, but emotionally. 
Emotions running deep, dripping from my heart with every beat. 
I wake.
It's time to hang up, his special name in my phone, He says Its not our time and we know it because we're not alone. 
We laugh some more and say our good nights. 
Never really hanging up on each other
Putting up a fight.